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-Went through my old blog and found some posts funny, me reflecting.

"I'm going to do what I HATE, ranting about how "shit" something is, sorry. K, so I don't remember much about last night, but I looked over to my right and saw the guy i'm "in love" with and whose apparently in love with me too"
when I was NOT in love with Dejay but I saw him making out with Mia at chartfest and my heart broke into a million pieces, boo hoo 0 s0 sad

"I hate attention seeking faggots,wake up your life's not that bad, get the fuck over it. I found out something that's changed my views on so many things, like what is wrong with this fucking shit hole of a place"
I still think this, but the thing I found out was a lie so whatever

""ahh, i've missed your lips" Oh boy, you have no idea (;"
Text after I kissed Dejay. blah.

""I wanted to try steal you and bring you back here and make a fort and tell stories and we could of drunk tea and watched movies!" Awwwwwwh, you're so cute! n___n "
Hahahaha hipster creep (River)

"I don't know what i'm doing."
Hasn't changed..

"fuck you, man. I don't need you, i hate you. you kill me. die. i feel like shit ahhhhvghvhuvcgcgb"
oh nooooz, Dejay broke my heart again!

"Clara: I love you. You: You don't, Clara. Me: Do, sh. You: No, ah :( You: Kiss me You: Kiss me You: Kiss me You: Kiss me You: Kiss me You: Kiss me Clara: blahwgtyuewijs you're amazing (L) You: You're the cutest person I know, promise"
Whenever I told Dejay I loved him I knew I didn't mean it, so silly.


From 11 months ago^^

"K, I like you a lot still even though I really fucking don't want to, I can't get over you. I think you're a total cunt, there's just NO ONE else that I can move on to. I miss you, so much, you have no idea"
About Dejay again, surprise


"Happy happy happy happy weekend with Zoe, Christie and Mitchell. Went to a cool gig, went and had fish and chips at Mitchell's later with Christie. A sweet girl kissed me on the cheek"
Hahah yeah ok that was an awesome weekend.


"You: You have the worst taste in guys Me: Why? You: You always pick people who will fuck you up."
:( silly

"People don't like me, I wish they would tell me why so I could change :/ oh yeah and I'm not going to make annoying blogs anymore, sorry If I ever MADE you read them Jaxon."
Maybe because you were an attention seeking ass..

"New years was real cool, a good sober night hah. Table hahah dick. Then I went to Cheviot with Zoe I spent 6 days with her"
was aight

"Broke my promise, hahah sorry. The last part was a lie. But not really because you said "NEXT YEAR stay the same"."

Smoked sum weed, broke joe's promise.

"Watching the sky in a 2D fish eye lense at 2:22am. In the rain."
first time I smoked w33d br0

"You're missing some of your alphabet."
Hahah when I was going on about Dejay hating me or something Rhys said this, thought it was pretty clever (DJ)

"If I never met you, I wouldn’t like you. If I didn’t like you, I wouldn’t love you. If I didn’t love you, I wouldn’t miss you. But I did, I do, and I will."
About deeeejay again, so stupid. fuck up.


"...If you can finish the title then you're awesome (y) Had a wicked weekend n_n On friday night, I snuck out with Jaxon and Jonnie, got drunk in a church car park. Saturday! Went to town then Lex's.
can't believe I was that fucking lame, the title was BMTH lyrics hahah. and "drunk" was one diesel hahah loser.

"Ahh, I need to stop eating as much, i'm just going to get fatter and fatter D; You just watch... -.- "
Watching..

"Pretty amazing, it's only saturday night too! last night I went to Zebedees with was freakin awesome, boring at times though. We The Night Sky played! yusss...they were perfect, they won. I was in the mosh pit and..."
When I was a *hip* 12 year old