My emotional attachment to everyone is slipping, I just feel so down but I have no reason. And I can't remember what you're like, all I think is that you're self centered and that you don't give a fuck about me.
I can't take this.
Rambles to relieve my mind
Saturday, April 9, 2011
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
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I hate attention seekers, liars, people who act immature, loud people, ungrateful people, selfish people, vain ugly people, modest pretty people, stupid people, people who think they're above everyone and tryhards. Awh, I think I just described at least one characteristic of everyone, including myself.
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Tuesday, April 5, 2011
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-Went through my old blog and found some posts funny, me reflecting.
"I'm going to do what I HATE, ranting about how "shit" something is, sorry. K, so I don't remember much about last night, but I looked over to my right and saw the guy i'm "in love" with and whose apparently in love with me too"
when I was NOT in love with Dejay but I saw him making out with Mia at chartfest and my heart broke into a million pieces, boo hoo 0 s0 sad
"I hate attention seeking faggots,wake up your life's not that bad, get the fuck over it. I found out something that's changed my views on so many things, like what is wrong with this fucking shit hole of a place"
I still think this, but the thing I found out was a lie so whatever
""ahh, i've missed your lips" Oh boy, you have no idea (;"
Text after I kissed Dejay. blah.
""I wanted to try steal you and bring you back here and make a fort and tell stories and we could of drunk tea and watched movies!" Awwwwwwh, you're so cute! n___n "
Hahahaha hipster creep (River)
"I don't know what i'm doing."
Hasn't changed..
"fuck you, man. I don't need you, i hate you. you kill me. die. i feel like shit ahhhhvghvhuvcgcgb"
oh nooooz, Dejay broke my heart again!
"Clara: I love you. You: You don't, Clara. Me: Do, sh. You: No, ah :( You: Kiss me You: Kiss me You: Kiss me You: Kiss me You: Kiss me You: Kiss me Clara: blahwgtyuewijs you're amazing (L) You: You're the cutest person I know, promise"
Whenever I told Dejay I loved him I knew I didn't mean it, so silly.
From 11 months ago^^
"K, I like you a lot still even though I really fucking don't want to, I can't get over you. I think you're a total cunt, there's just NO ONE else that I can move on to. I miss you, so much, you have no idea"
About Dejay again, surprise
"Happy happy happy happy weekend with Zoe, Christie and Mitchell. Went to a cool gig, went and had fish and chips at Mitchell's later with Christie. A sweet girl kissed me on the cheek"
Hahah yeah ok that was an awesome weekend.
"You: You have the worst taste in guys Me: Why? You: You always pick people who will fuck you up."
:( silly
"People don't like me, I wish they would tell me why so I could change :/ oh yeah and I'm not going to make annoying blogs anymore, sorry If I ever MADE you read them Jaxon."
Maybe because you were an attention seeking ass..
"New years was real cool, a good sober night hah. Table hahah dick. Then I went to Cheviot with Zoe I spent 6 days with her"
was aight
"Broke my promise, hahah sorry. The last part was a lie. But not really because you said "NEXT YEAR stay the same"."
Smoked sum weed, broke joe's promise.
"Watching the sky in a 2D fish eye lense at 2:22am. In the rain."
first time I smoked w33d br0
"You're missing some of your alphabet."
Hahah when I was going on about Dejay hating me or something Rhys said this, thought it was pretty clever (DJ)
"If I never met you, I wouldn’t like you. If I didn’t like you, I wouldn’t love you. If I didn’t love you, I wouldn’t miss you. But I did, I do, and I will."
About deeeejay again, so stupid. fuck up.
"...If you can finish the title then you're awesome (y) Had a wicked weekend n_n On friday night, I snuck out with Jaxon and Jonnie, got drunk in a church car park. Saturday! Went to town then Lex's.
can't believe I was that fucking lame, the title was BMTH lyrics hahah. and "drunk" was one diesel hahah loser.
"Ahh, I need to stop eating as much, i'm just going to get fatter and fatter D; You just watch... -.- "
Watching..
"Pretty amazing, it's only saturday night too! last night I went to Zebedees with was freakin awesome, boring at times though. We The Night Sky played! yusss...they were perfect, they won. I was in the mosh pit and..."
When I was a *hip* 12 year old
"I'm going to do what I HATE, ranting about how "shit" something is, sorry. K, so I don't remember much about last night, but I looked over to my right and saw the guy i'm "in love" with and whose apparently in love with me too"
when I was NOT in love with Dejay but I saw him making out with Mia at chartfest and my heart broke into a million pieces, boo hoo 0 s0 sad
"I hate attention seeking faggots,wake up your life's not that bad, get the fuck over it. I found out something that's changed my views on so many things, like what is wrong with this fucking shit hole of a place"
I still think this, but the thing I found out was a lie so whatever
""ahh, i've missed your lips" Oh boy, you have no idea (;"
Text after I kissed Dejay. blah.
""I wanted to try steal you and bring you back here and make a fort and tell stories and we could of drunk tea and watched movies!" Awwwwwwh, you're so cute! n___n "
Hahahaha hipster creep (River)
"I don't know what i'm doing."
Hasn't changed..
"fuck you, man. I don't need you, i hate you. you kill me. die. i feel like shit ahhhhvghvhuvcgcgb"
oh nooooz, Dejay broke my heart again!
"Clara: I love you. You: You don't, Clara. Me: Do, sh. You: No, ah :( You: Kiss me You: Kiss me You: Kiss me You: Kiss me You: Kiss me You: Kiss me Clara: blahwgtyuewijs you're amazing (L) You: You're the cutest person I know, promise"
Whenever I told Dejay I loved him I knew I didn't mean it, so silly.
From 11 months ago^^
"K, I like you a lot still even though I really fucking don't want to, I can't get over you. I think you're a total cunt, there's just NO ONE else that I can move on to. I miss you, so much, you have no idea"
About Dejay again, surprise
"Happy happy happy happy weekend with Zoe, Christie and Mitchell. Went to a cool gig, went and had fish and chips at Mitchell's later with Christie. A sweet girl kissed me on the cheek"
Hahah yeah ok that was an awesome weekend.
"You: You have the worst taste in guys Me: Why? You: You always pick people who will fuck you up."
:( silly
"People don't like me, I wish they would tell me why so I could change :/ oh yeah and I'm not going to make annoying blogs anymore, sorry If I ever MADE you read them Jaxon."
Maybe because you were an attention seeking ass..
"New years was real cool, a good sober night hah. Table hahah dick. Then I went to Cheviot with Zoe I spent 6 days with her"
was aight
"Broke my promise, hahah sorry. The last part was a lie. But not really because you said "NEXT YEAR stay the same"."
Smoked sum weed, broke joe's promise.
"Watching the sky in a 2D fish eye lense at 2:22am. In the rain."
first time I smoked w33d br0
"You're missing some of your alphabet."
Hahah when I was going on about Dejay hating me or something Rhys said this, thought it was pretty clever (DJ)
"If I never met you, I wouldn’t like you. If I didn’t like you, I wouldn’t love you. If I didn’t love you, I wouldn’t miss you. But I did, I do, and I will."
About deeeejay again, so stupid. fuck up.
"...If you can finish the title then you're awesome (y) Had a wicked weekend n_n On friday night, I snuck out with Jaxon and Jonnie, got drunk in a church car park. Saturday! Went to town then Lex's.
can't believe I was that fucking lame, the title was BMTH lyrics hahah. and "drunk" was one diesel hahah loser.
"Ahh, I need to stop eating as much, i'm just going to get fatter and fatter D; You just watch... -.- "
Watching..
"Pretty amazing, it's only saturday night too! last night I went to Zebedees with was freakin awesome, boring at times though. We The Night Sky played! yusss...they were perfect, they won. I was in the mosh pit and..."
When I was a *hip* 12 year old
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